mii   
03:39pm 04/12/2008
 
 
     

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paprika shop!   
07:59am 16/07/2008
 

my collages, [info]repaleinen's block prints and our collaboration tassels, and more loveliness to come!

share the love and spread the word!
 
     

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nyt puikot heilumaan (tai koukku)   
09:57am 31/10/2007
  tilkkupeittoja viluisille  
     

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04:57pm 26/09/2007
  olisinpa oikea ihminen
olisinpa elävä
olisinpa todellinen
kivun riimut iholla
olisinpa hetken kerran
elonmatkan keston verran
viiman viedä, virran kastaa
käden kovan hyväellä

(cmx - tuulilukko)
 
     

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not to brag, but...   
07:58pm 25/09/2007
  i'm on jenni's visa electron card! it's like i'm famous or something :D


ooooh!!
 
     

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12:25pm 23/09/2007
 

sometimes she smiles
 
     

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ballet is <3.   
06:44pm 22/09/2007
  yesterday i had my first ballet class since april.
we found a new teacher after all which i'm happy about.
though no one can ever replace Jill. but no one's trying to. life goes on.


i'm sore, sore, sore. and i love it.

 
     

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it's autumn and the stray kitties are back on the menu   
10:14pm 20/09/2007
   
     

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anatomy 101   
04:29pm 20/09/2007
  i think girls look awesome from the inside! )  
     

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omg. omg.   
09:00pm 10/09/2007
 

if i knew how to make videos, i'd want to make something like this of my kitties.

*tears in eyes*
 
     

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10:28am 25/08/2007
   
     

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09:15am 22/08/2007
   
     

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05:34pm 17/08/2007
 

i took the bunnies to the red cross today. the people there were very happy about them, made me feel good. will make more bunnies in the future.


then my friend's 3-year-old daughter put all my silver bracelets and rings in her toy dragon's mouth, inspired by my tongue piercing "look tiitta, Suomu's got tongue jewelry too" :D
i love kids who get to grow without prejudices.



oh, and i have new glasses.
 
     

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a sad day   
09:35am 15/08/2007
 

my yoga and ballet teacher Jill Miller died yesterday.
she had a heart condition and died in the ballet class
so i'm sure it's the way she would have wanted to go.

just not yet.



i will miss her so much.
she changed my life and made it so much better.
i don't know what happens to my ballet dancing now, i haven't liked any other ballet teacher.





thank you Jill, and shalom. i'm sure you'll be teaching yoga to your god really soon.






i could use a shoulder to cry on now..
 
     

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09:47am 11/08/2007
  last night i had a dream in which somebody gave me 12 kittens. i was so happy.


(beats the breast cancer nightmares)
 
     

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01:07pm 06/07/2007
 

this is how we spend our nights while calming down before trying to get some sleep;
i try to read, she either sleeps on the book, or distracts me any other possible way.

but she's so cute it doesn't matter one bit.



i've been drawing internal organs lately. more to follow, at the moment i'm in the middle of a uterus with a fetus inside and vagina and kidneys too. it is fascinating. this is a heart in case you're wondering.

i have a spasm on the right side of my neck, for the fifth day. i can't turn my head, lay down, sleep, lift my arm.. hurtshurtshurts. so i took a tranquilizer that should work as a relaxant too, at least i'm very, very tranquil at the moment, if not relaxed. maybe i've been crocheting too much lately, maybe it's time to step out of this apartment, maybe, maybe.

maybe.

maybe i ain't used to maybes, smashing in the cold room
maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen
maybe it's time to say goodbye now
(tori amos - tear in your hand)
 
     

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03:33pm 05/07/2007
 
(cmx - aura. ja minä)
 
     

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i have come for the beekeeper   
06:54pm 15/05/2007
  "do you know who i am" she said
"i'm the one who taps you on the shoulder when it's your time
don't be afraid i promise that she will awake
tomorrow somewhere
tomorrow somewhere"

(tori amos - the beekeeper)



photo by [info]fauni
 
     

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12:03pm 28/04/2007
   
     
 
hail Sekhmet, Powerful One, Sun Goddess, Destructor   
08:25pm 03/04/2007
 



my regal Felines worshipping the sun
 
     

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